If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand.
8:09 p.m. & 2004-12-22



RainbwGlowstick: open ur eyes... even when we were together i wasn't in ur life.. it was more like a random visit every once in a while... so wut does it matter if i completely disappear?? it doesn't
PunkRawkCowgrl07: Whoa...wait a second...so, thats how you feel? You feel that our relationship was just random visits every once in a while?
RainbwGlowstick: honestly... yea pretty much

Thats good to know...

If this is what you want, then fine.

But, make sure you mean forever.

::spaces out::

When everything you get is everything you want, princess, which would you perfer: my finger on the trigger or me face down, down across your floor?

It's nice to know that you were there. Thanks for acting like you cared, and making me feel like I was the only one. It's nice to know we had it all. Thanks for watching as I fall, and letting me know we were done...

I'm giving up on everything because you messed me up. Don't know how much you screwed it up...

Just hit the lights before you leave. You know, of the million things you had to say, sorry just, just might have found it's way in there somehow, someway...

It's to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things [she] did...

They don't know I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea, but [she] washed me shore and he took my pearl, and left an empty shell of me...

My hand won't hold you down no more. The path is clear to follow through. I stood too long in the way of the door, and now I'm giving up on you...

I've erased all evidence of her from my room...my computer...my voicemail...my life...

But, as I drag this razor across my arm, I remember
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.every
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.single
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lie she told.





Feeling - Like a fucking ray of sunshine.
Hearing - Ryan Adams' Wonderwall (Acoustic).
Seeing - Hazy eyes...still.
Quoting - "It's all just a waste now, you can save it. No matter what I do, its never good enough" (Ashlee Simpson)


previous & next


Previously...
Its the end of the world as we know it... - 2004-12-23
If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. - 2004-12-22
The trouble between me and you...is nothing new. - 2004-12-22
- - 2004-12-22
Undiscovered. - 2004-12-22